The sheets were the color of old mustard and regret,
stained by a decade of midnight panics and bad tea.
I lay there watching a spider build a cathedral
between the bedpost and a stack of unpaid bills.
The air tasted of damp wool and a neighbor's frying fish,
a thick, salty blanket that smoothed over the silence.
I tried to remember your name, but it slipped
like a wet soap bar in a cold shower.
I laughed once, a dry sound like a closing coffin,
and watched a single fly drown in a puddle of spilled beer,
its wings vibrating with a tiny, frantic elegance.